dont reblog but fuck i hate having nerve damage so much because i literally can’t do any fine motor tasks easily and i constantly have to deal with people laughing and asking “haha why are u trembling im not that scary lol” and my hands hurt sometimes and my fingers just go numb and i’m worried they’ll just stop working one day
honestly the funniest thing about the lord of the rings is how gandalf is literally a minor god sent to middle-earth by The Big Man Himself and yet literally nobody apart from the elves seems to recognise this or take him seriously
like yeah gandalf is pretty grumpy most of the time but how would YOU
feel if you were the fantasy equivalent of an angel and a bunch of
people who only come up to your knee were just like “oh fuck it’s that
spooky old wizard” every time you showed up for a friend’s birthday
party
alternatively, how would you feel if you were the fantasy equivalent of an angel and not long after you got to earth you discovered what weed was?
The real writer experience is standing in the shower and coming up with the most authentic dialogue with perfect phrasing and raw emotion in your head, then stepping out and drying your hair, putting on some clean pajamas and opening a word document to write down all your perfect ideas only to realize everything has evaporated.
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