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female characters meme: [1/10] dynamics | Emma Carstairs and Cristina Rosales

“I have thought now for a while that I would never want a parabatai,” she said. “But I would feel differently, I think, if that parabatai could have been you.”

Wish you were my parabatai, too, Emma thought. But she couldn’t say it- it felt disloyal to Julian. Despite everything.

Instead she said, “I love you, Cristina.”