me getting hyped for fall/winter when the seasonal depression hits
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that awful slow but inevitable apathy you start to feel when you realize you’re losing interest in something you were once so passionate about and you don’t have a backup interest to transfer your need to hyperfixate at all times onto
it’s all fun and games until you look at the clock and it’s gone 3am and the exhaustion, embarrassment, guilt, existential hyperawareness and inherent disgust of inhabiting a body start to set in
sorry for being bitter on main but it sure is telling how some of you will reblog positivity posts for neurodivergent people and argue for the normalization of and empathy for people who express “cringey”, “weird” and “annoying” neurodivergence symptoms but as soon as a someone does something genuinely harmless but which annoys you that’s a symptom of their neurodivergence and/or its someone you don’t like doing it so they “deserve” it (which is really fucking low, like you can make fun of someone without doing it at the expense of neurodivergent people) you guys will shit on them for it at every available opportunity
if you try to clown in the notes or make this personal i will block you this is a common theme on this site and i’m sick to death of seeing it
when im having a breakdown and someone asks if im okay but i never learned how to open up around other people without feeling ashamed for letting myself be vulnerable so i have to pretend im fine until they leave me alone
me after a traumatic experience: Let Me Relax…I Will Process This. Later
my mental health: okay girl, we’re still gonna need a therapist tho…
*acquires a new hyperfixation* great! this should keep me going for the next 2 months or 24 hours
why is it that when bad shit happens it always seem to all happen at once. i feel i’m rasputin and god is an incompetent russian noble desperately trying to assassinate me.
for every unkind act you commit in your life you will one day have to ask yourself honestly if it was worth it, and you’re not always going to like the answer. just keep that in mind.