yknow when you’re talking about something you’re really passionate about and you think you notice the people you’re talking to looking bored or annoyed and then you realize that you’re being weird and dominating the conversation too much and you want to stop and also never show your face there again but you can’t bring yourself to shut up because you desperately need to share your thoughts with someone so you just stand there rambling and sweating praying for the ground to swallow you up or god to mercifully strike you down where you stand